Finally, i'm pregnant

for the time being, i still in doubt. whether i'm able to carry the responsibilities of being a mother, and taking care of A baby. in my entire life, i never thought this day would come.
i'm neither happy, nor sad. still in between.

i don't know what am i supposed to do when .. you know... when you're pregnant. people say, eat good food, take care of your health. but the problem is, during the first trimester, i totally have no appetite. eating is torture. i don't feel like going through the process of eating itself. sometimes i even have to close my eyes, and force my throat to accept the food. it was no fun at all.

i remembered being a fun eater. i ate a lot. every weekend we go to KK just for the sake of having KR, Big Apple, PH and Mc D. but now, i hate those fast food restaurants! to the core should i say. i don't have the enthusiasm of going to KK anymore, and i don't give it a damn about good and luxurious food. to hell with them.


pity me. when will this end?

Sepitown

Ya. Sepitown.

Orang-orang di Sipitang calls Sipitang, Sepitown. ( redundancy, kan?)

Why??

Sebab, majoriti penduduk di sini adalah guru. Dan guru, ya anda, guru, kerap dapat cuti.

(HIDUP KPM!). Pada musim cuti, selalunya akan bergerak ke tempat-tempat yang dianggap HEAVEN ( konteks saya, KK-2 and a half hour drive). Tidak apalah jika punggong makin leper dan mata makin rabun silau. Demi kegembiraan bersifat sementara, semua sanggup dihadapi.

Oh ya, berbalik kepada tajuk. Jadi apabila ramai yang pergi KK, maka sepilah Sipitang ini. LOGIK? Oh Yes. Definitely.

p/s: Kudos to the person who created SEPITOWN. Anda memang KREATIF.

Ohh. dah 2010

haha. dah berapa kurun tak diupdate blog ini.

mcmla aku peduli. hehe T_T.

ok new resolution walaupun dah nak dekat end of year, aku tekad.

1. Nak UPDATE blog aku minimum once a week. walaupun takda follower(s). sebab at least ada something for me to look up to when i have nothing to do.

ok. penat pikiaq aih. end.

S.U.A.M.I

i love my husband, indeed. what about you peeps? do you? do you marry him for love? or money? or because he's just so drop dead gorgeous? hurm.. think about it :)



as for me, i married him for love. sounds superficial but indeed the truth. i knew him for only 4 months when we decided to tie the knot. it reached our 10 months of relationship when we were officially pronouced husband and wife. it was fast, wasnt it? our relationship was in a very fast pace. it just kept moving and moving. and it reached the climax on the 4th of dec 09. :)



i like him. i fancy him so much since the 1st day i set my eyes on him. he's not the typical malay guy (yeah right,he's not even a Malay, hihi) who comes to you asking for your number, or the 'pewwwwit,leh kenal tak' kind of guy. he's soft spoken, very humble and sometimes can be such a freak. hihi. what i love most is his accent. his 'kurapak' yang dicampur adukkan dengan bahasa semenanjung+sabah+brunei+kedah (sometimes). sangat soft spoken. i tend to sulk, A LOT. but once he speaks, he melts my heart (did i hear someone throwing up?).



i am bad tempered, he's not. i am loud. and he's not. i splurge. he does not. and that's 3 of the many reasons that i love him so much. :)

Aswad's 1st Driving Exp.

Radin Aswad and Noor Nazirah

Noor Nazirah and Makcik

ya. aku benarkan adik aku bawa buggy kat Taman TAsik DArul Aman.

walaupun aku dengan Nazirah teketaq ketaq kat tepi, adik aku berjaya bawa benda alah tu dalam 200 m. way to go Aswad!!! Kak cik bangga dengan achievement hang.

before packing my things to Sabah, i took my Aswad and Nazirah to TTDA and makan2 kat Dusun Permai. makan modai! nazirah mendedahkan yang dia suka jalan petang2 dan malam. siang panaih katanya. i agree. memang panaih. jadi aku belanja 2orang ni KFC dan tomyam. aku suka tgk muka budak2 ni bila depa kenyang dan dengan bangganya balik cerita depan mak yang aku belanja depa. aku suka perasaan bangga tu. bangga depan mak abah. aku memang macam tu. suka menunjuk depan mak abah instead of depan orang lain. boleh kan macam tu ?

Mau Yang Besar

me and Radin Aswad

currently listening to Pianka-Mau Yang Besar.
ya, aku tau. lagi ni dah lama. tapi sedap seh didengar. heyy, just look at the title. hihi.
as for me, aku pun suka dan mau yang besar. rumah,duit,kereta dan wallet :)
this might sound like imma gold digger or pisau cukur, as quoted by abang Azhar bila dia on the phone dengan bini dia, otw kami ke sekolah.

~ni naik keta BF Zu. ni pisau cukoq ni. bagi marka dia p naik moto, dia sentai gheta~ :P

sapa la yang mulia sangat takmau duit sekarang ni? tipu lah. even anak sedara aku si Iqmal yang 4tahun tu pon senyum dan cium aku bila aku bagi duit. tak bagi jangan harap nak dapat a kiss on the lips tu. hampehhh.

aku memang dari kecik2 suka benda2 besar. Abang aku pakai NSR-RR dulu, sebab aku nangeh minta nenek belikan. syok naik moto besaq. rasa gah. hihi. lalu tepi C70 rasa nak bagi makan asap. perghh. EGO :), rasa juah oooOOO000

then, aku suka pakai kasut yang one size bigger than i am supposed to wear (dulu-dulu la,skarang tak) . kalau kasut sekolah, kaki aku 4, aku beli yang saiz 5. puaih hati. sama macam roller blade dulu, sampai aku kena pakai stokin bola abah untuk muat masuk. haha. CIWI btoi.

dulu aku suka lelaki yang besar, i mean yang muscular, bukan yang chubby ya.aku rasa suka cuddle dengan lelaki macam tu. Abang aku, Radin Hairi, seorang yang agak kacak dan mempunyai muscle yang tak keterlaluan. dan aku tidur dengan abang sampai aku tahun 6, yakni tahun dia berkahwin. sebab aku takyah pakai selimut, abang yang peluk sampai pagi. AKU SAYANG HANG, ABANG.

men in my family memang big build. cuma adik yang macam tak muscular, but still tinggi dan besar, bukan gemok ya. adik tidor dengan aku smpaila aku kawin, sebab Azman p kursus, dan bilik aku sia-sia sekiranya tak digunakan oleh ahli keluarga. kadang2 kaki adik aku kat muka aku bila bangun pagi. tapi pedulilah, the same blood run thru our veins. AKU SAYANG HANG, RADIN ASWAD. anak2 abang, Ajmal dan Iqmal, pun tough. baru umur berapa tahun dah ada muscle. abang cakap sebab kak aini minum protein shake herbal life waktu dia ngandung dulu. mungkin kot :)

ok, dah lari tajuk. hihi. aku memang minta lagu yang ala2 drama queen neh :)

i am a Mrs. starting from... :)

now baru ada masa untuk ber blog.
dah 6 days since aku kahwin, only 2 days suami ada di Kedah. off to Sabah for a course.
tapi takpe, macam la tak biasa kena tinggal.
waktu dating dulu pun, seminggu sekali ja jumpa.
housemate aku, Kak Imah, 3bulan ja jumpa suami dia dalam setahun (he;s working with Misc tu), ok ja, tak meroyan pun :)

tiap2 hari aku gila facebook * add Zulaiha Abdul Rahman * :)
sampai 0400 pon main lagi. apa nak buat, suami jauh. *sigh*
aku curi baca blog orang *sorry peeps, tumpang baca ja, not more than that *
aku gila catch up dgn uploaded pics dari geng Overshadower Abang Shairol.
*sumber entertainment ku*

banyak sangat things happened.
alhamdulillah, kenduri ok. nikah, akad twice *sebab saksi tak dengar*
2nd time akad, B macam geram, kuat dia lafaz sampai kedengaran ke kubur berdekatan *cayalah B!!!*
nervous rupanya waktu akad tu.
at first aku still keras, boleh buat bodoh.
dekat nak akad, berdebar, Allah sahaja yang tahu.

kenduri...ramai kata aku pengantin paling tak boleh duduk diam.
ya ka??
kalau dah semua orang asyik tanya aku, takkan aku nak dok diam?kan??
hihi.
B pon ada tegur atas pelamin, "Sayang, bagus2 bolehka?" . kikiki
pengapit (dilla + Shafiq) sangat helpful. TERIMA KASIH CIKI!!

whatever it is, terima kasih to all. semua sangat sporting :)